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Names have been changed, due to my need to protect the ones I love, I'm sure you all understand. I've been traveling over the last month and currently find myself in China. So I'm not certain if this plays into how my mind has opened to what happened in the early hours of the morning or not, but who knows, it might.

Well I don't know how into the spiritual/other worldly plains you all are, but I believe my recently departed friend John (who claimed his own life not two months back) came into my dreams last night. I saw his widow Anna, a few of our mutual friends and others I did not recognize in these dreams. All of which were extremely vivid and I think he might have been using them to show me, well of that, I'm not entirely sure.

A hope I have is that they are, at this moment, sleeping and possibly sharing in that dream or maybe a portion of it. He showed me things I don't recall happening and yet felt as if they were forgotten, after talking with my best friend in Florida about it, I think that he might have been allowing me to view a different reality, one that should have been. These felt like memories and I could almost swear that they were, hell he even showed me drawings that were in my style, but ones I've never done.

He seemed happy and I recall seeing images of us all camping, their kids included which never happened. At one point while him and I were talking in a room with the shades drawn, I noticed these two big, well I don't know if they were men, women, angels or demons, but they were tall and standing watch. Later while talking with him in a different setting, other people were around us, they couldn't see or hear him, but when he touched them, their eyes would widen as if they knew he was there and one person actually jumped up from a seated position. Maybe he was saying goodbye or just wanting to let us know he was watching,  I don't know and as the hours pass since my waking, the images become duller and harder to recall.

When I became aware of myself, I was crying and was doing the same when I woke up, even when discussing those dreams with my friend I couldn't help but to let those tears continue to fall. Perhaps this was his way of giving some closure. And maybe (if you believe in it) this is my third eye opening a bit more, allowing me to see what could or should have been. I've always had a close connection with things I've never been able to understand or see properly, shapes and feelings outside of my reach, so mayhap he was trying to speak to us all through me.

Hopefully I'm not going crazy, but I just felt it right that I share, as I cannot be the only one who has had such lucid dreams. Which at times, felt far more realistic than what I can see or touch around me. Obviously I am missing my friend, but I refuse to belive it is that simple.
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